Sunday, June 20, 2010

The belly shot

I know you've all been waiting patiently, on the edge of your seat, for news of Baby K's arrival. Well, you'll just have to wait a little longer. All I have for you today is a belly shot. Finally, right?

I have avoided the camera throughout this pregnancy. Partly because I'm always the one behind the camera (most women are I've decided), and partly because I feel less than attractive this time around. Where is that 'glow' they talk so much about in 'the book'?


But, I figured, this little one in my belly might feel a little left out if I didn't have at least a few photos to show her that indeed, I really did carry her for nine months and felt joyful about it. So, here you go. Jaxon had to get in on the action too. He still thinks he has a baby in his belly like mommy. Wait till he finds out I have a real baby and his is only pretend.





We've got the bags packed, we've been contingency planning all weekend. Yes, I have been nesting- last minute errands, cleaning and organizing. But, I wish someone would mop my floors for me. I haven't quite brought myself to nest on those floors. Darn.

Scott's hoping I can keep her incubating till the end of the week till his co-workers come back from vacation and I've already partially checked out. Feeling like I could go any day now... which is a little scary, a little exciting, and mostly surreal.

We both keep wondering, what is life like with more than one? It seems overwhelming to think about loving another child as much as we love Jaxon. Our world revolves around him right now... hard to think how that's all going to change, and yet we're so excited to be on this crazy train together and to be adding to the family. And it is a crazy train. Sometimes dysfunctional even. But, we wouldn't have it any other way. We'll keep you posted on when the train arrives at the station...

3 comments:

  1. You look beautiful, B. I cannot wait to meet that baby girl!

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  2. I thought you were glowing the other night. (also thought you were a bit crazy for tackling everything you've got going on but completely understand) seeing your cute little belly made me miss mine! I hope she comes at the perfect time. If you need anything let us know! We are not that far away.

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  3. Thanks guys. Michelle, that 'glow' was all the sweat pouring down my face!

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